Tuesday, April 29, 2008
I feel so depressed about my physics and econs results.. Somehow i can never seem to do well for these 2 subjects. I studied but i still dun seem to understand the concepts. N the worse thing is i dunno wat i dun understand. I m disillusioned, i m working hard tis year but there is no results. Its different from my last year dun care attitude towards physics n econs, if it is last year i wont feel so bad... ARGH!!!!
ok.. sorry.. juz ignore mi ok? ignore mi rantings.
Yesterday n today finally felt more energetic in school. N my classmates say look better, not pale anymore. Felt quite happy for chemistry n GP. I improved for chemistry this year, must keep improving. For GP, my tutor and classmates said my group ppl r very good presenters. Yay! I rarely hear any good comments from. So i guess its something i shld be happy about.
Had break with hwee li, shi pei and the other seven princesses. I miss this feeling, its so comfortable. We can just chat non-stop, suan each other n share little scandals. I guess its the feeling of familiarity ba.
Heard something recently that inspired me to ponder on. Does what ppl say about u really matters so much? Shld u let it affect u? Well, everyone may have different answers. I think what really matters is urself ba. It really depends on how u take these comments isnt it?
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Back to blog again.. realised dat i have been spending most of my saturdays in HQ. My April weekend schedule:
5th Apr: North District Mass Accred + NPDP first aid duty
12th Apr: NPDP First aid duty
19th Apr: Evacuation Gold Accred + Birthday celebrations for red cross april babies at Hippos
2oth Apr: UOB Heartbeat Run First Aid duty
26th Apr: Disaster Management Talk
Like yesterday when for DM talk den stayed in HQ till almost 12mn. Begining to like the 0908 juniors more n more, they r a fun batch of ppl to be with. Got to know them better over the saturdays too.
DM talk really touched my heart, i feel like helping out more as i watched the video. But not now, still have my studies and other commitments. Shall help out as much as i can within a level dat i can cope. Wha.. i cant go for project North Star.. i really wanted to go lor, but it clashes with my GP mid years. N GP mid years is on a friday this year.. used to be on saturdays.
Some reminders for myself..
30th Apr: Exercise Bobcat
3rd May: Philippines Supercamp preparations meeting
6th May: Supercamp rehearsal
7th to 13th May: Philippines Supercamp
23rd May: GP mid year exams
Haha.. yupz.. mid year is coming soon... so no red cross events for me from 15 May to 1st July. Must really study hard for Mid Years alrd tink i'll probably go to my grandmother's hse to study... I must do well this time round. If not my school will probably kill me for taking so many days off for the Supercamp.
N those who r interested can come n watch the supercamp rehearsal on 6th May at 7.30pm at HQ, u will see us doin our presentations n maybe our indian dance? Can also come n send us off at the airport on de 7th.. can come ard 7 plus am... but tming is TBC... more details soon... =)
Lastly, photos for 19th Apr r alrd uploaded. get them from
http://www.flickr.com/photos/26059960@N04/. Enjoy. =)
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Miinx is sick... since friday till now..
yupz.. i m sick again tink its coz i dun haf enuff rest... on MC for yest n today. Argh.. which means i missed 2 day of school again. Oh my.. now i m worried abt school work lar. Muz work hard to catch up le... Haiz.. tmr got test lor.. how? i spent the whole day sleeping n resting today.. so nv study.. tink i'll flunk the test tmr ba.. nv.. shall juz go for re-test if i fail..
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Back to update...
Mon went to hq actually to collect letter of recommendation for OSLE but i actually ended up signing up for philippines supercamp. So stayed and waited for the interview. I was so unprepared for the interview la.. its like i know almost nothing about philipines and i decided to go for the camp so last minute, i even typed my CV in HQ itself lor. While waiting, was actually surprised to see 0908 ppl at HQ.. they like come HQ for fun de. N most of them were complaining about their school... haha.. poly has started too. I have to say that they r super energetic, they dun seem a bit tired after one whole day of school and it was really fun to have them around. While i was super tired even before i went in for interview. Btw, my interview was at almost 10.15pm... I sort of went in and juz answered according to watever dat came into my head. Tink some of my answers doesnt really make sense la. Went home at 11pm. Was tired till i juz fell asleep after lying on mi bed.
Tues... woke up feeling super tired. Practically slept all the way on the journey to school. Had lesson till 4pm, i was trying very hard to keep myself awake till 4pm la... kept on falling asleep...
Wed... still a bit tired when i woke up. But school was ok coz i only have 3 lessons. Had CCA after school. Haha.. its like the first time i go for Biz after school officially started? but i had good reasons for missing Biz everytime... Actually had some evil plan but too bad dat hwee li n my plan dint come true. Was slacking during biz, facilitated a group of former TK students for the boardgame. Halfway through used joseph's laptop to check email. Got angela's email dat all the 3 of us (ambrose sir, mas n me) r selected to go the the philippines supercamp. Yay! but i m kinda of worried dat the sch wont approve of my leave coz i will miss 6 days of school. Told myself dat i muz work harder to make up for the time lost for tis camp. I dunno y but everytime when i miss school, i wll have the motivation and put in effort to catch up n actually go beyond wat i have missed. Is dat a bad thing? Hmm...
Today... woke up feeling quite normal. Celebrated selena's n chonglong's birthday during common lunchbreak. Wow, seem like a lot of ppl r having birthday tis few days. haha.. msged ambrose sir happy birthday in the morn too.. hope that i dint disturb him coz it was barely 7am when i msged him. Ran back to sch for chem tutorial aft the celebration. After chem, met shi pei, hwee li, andrina. Hwee li, andrina n me actually walked to AMK from NYJC... we took ard 45 mins to reach? but it was quite fun actually, talk quite a lot throughout the journey. shall walk with them more often. but pls girls, choose a day when we r wearing half-u to walk nxt time ok? Feel super warm walking in school uniform n muz remind me to refill my bottle before we walk nxt time. Lolz...
This is my schedule for the weekends:
Fri: sch till 3.30 den tkrcy unit trg
Sat: Evac gold for 0807 n 0908
Sun: UOB first aid duty
Haha.. yups.. weekend taken up by red cross again...
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Ytd was a long day... reached HQ at 8.30am and reached home at almost 12mn for NPCC first aid duty. It was a enriching experience, learnt many things from this duty. Interacted with the seniors and juniors, red cross ppl as usual are very fun ppl to be with.
Missed TK band's central judging ytd. TK band will always be the best band in my heart although they did not manage to keep the title. But I believe that they will win the title back soon.
Super tired even though i have rested for the whole day. Guess its because of the rain ytd. Must try to recover from tis stupid flu soon.
There's school tmr, haiz.
Friday, April 11, 2008
ok.. today was a really stupid day for me.
when i was walking halfway to de bus-stop, it started raining n i forgot to bring mi umbrella, so ya, i was drenched again. Hmm... den the bus was late. I was trying desperately to do some last minute revision for my chem test on the bus but the guy sitting behind me was talking so loudly into his phone and 9.5 out of 10 of his sentences are full of vulgarities... super irritating can?
Firs lesson was GP, n the teacher actually read some ermm, shld i say "porn" stuff to us, it was some sexual scenes that shakespeare had written. he said he was tryin to lighten our mood, but i guess it disgusted the girls more than lightening our mood.
Then it was chem test, i was stunned by the redox questions but it was quite ok overall. Shld be able to pass. Den had econs followed by a break from 11 all the way to 2.30.
Received PW results at 1.30. Was quite sad coz i expected better results. Only 17% of the cohort got A. Majority got B & Cs. Haiz, we put in so much effort last year but our efforts weren't rewarded. People, dun be sad ok? cheer ups! at least we know dat we have really put in effort and gave our best for pw.
Tmr is another long day... jia yous lee min. Self motivation does help sometimes. =)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Lolz.. decided to start a blog coz i m really too bored le...
actually i m suppose to be studying for my chem test now..
but i m really tired of school life i guess. there is like juz no motivation ofr me to go to school, i practically have to drag myself to school every morning la. I miss my last year's classmates especially the rest of the "7 princesses", at least they are more lively and we have much more common or crap topics.
My class this year is juz so fragmented, there are already cliques around and we hardly have anything to talk about. i feel so super lonely lar, but i m used to this loneliness now i guess...
Have been down with flu for more than a week liao.. tink i havent recovery coz i m always caught in the rain. Got sent home from school today after phy prac coz i looked super pale. Wait.. one problem nowadays is dat people keep saying that i look pale even though i m feeling perfectly fine. I really look pale meh? perhaps its a psychological effect arising from my lack of motivation.
Shall end here.. guess this post is pretty long n full of rantings...
